i need to think more about studing, but i can't..i just can't.
the more i try to think about my life and what i must do i get depresed,
but when im with you i suddenly forget it all.
i've tried many times to forget about my feelings with alcohol or kissing other guys
but it doesnt matters how many times i do that you always come back
in my thoughts or dreams and make me remember you all over again.
i like you.
i wish that i was emotionless like i was before because i dont want to like you
but you always pop in my mind , i like it
but in the same time i hate it... i hate it so much.